Don't be daft, your special to your mum;) I've got a mate who wants to be the best at everything, mainly cycling and running and he's always upset by someone getting a better time than him. I keep telling him, go out and enjoy yourself and be in competition with yourself, there's always someone faster than you, but if you can be faster than yourself your a winner in my eyes. And if you can outrun the wife's moaning, then your a champion:D