Depression

[mr brightside]

I've been having acupuncture for several months now, some of the results are very dramatic. I fear what my life might become, i fear being trapped in a cage, i fear a lifetime of managing pain without knowing fully what is going on. Nothing has worked for me in the past, pattern recognition is telling me Chinese Medicine will be another failed attempt consigned to the heap dispite promising beginnings. I question why this is happening to me, things happen for a reason, but what am i here to learn?