I know what that feels like pal. Weds of last week i was having panic attacks on the half hour for 6hrs or so. At the peaks, all i could do was stare into my toolbox and identify the thing that would kill me the quickest; stanley knife, long terminal screwdriver etc. I just needed the security of knowing there was a way out of i needed it. What stopped me, and has always stopped me, is knowing that i'd be letting down 2 or 3 key people in my life. There's always someone who'd have to suffer the rest of their lives if i gave in, someone who would never forgive me for not picking up the phone and just ringing. I've regularly in past weeks found myself stood at the chopping board, not chopping broccoli like i should be, but just staring at the knife. Get enough sleep aswell, your brain needs it to repair.Originally Posted by Stagger
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