As my life picks up and medication is dropping i have realised one very important thing.

No matter how hard it is you have to try and remove the negative forces from your life.

It's taken over 3 years but with medical help and councillors plus tears and soul searching life is good. Like being in a hot air balloon when all the dead weight has been released. You start to rise again.

Thank-You to all the people who acknowledged and offered support on this Forum.