So how did that work out for you????

Honestly mate, I'm completely broken by this.

Football affects my mood SO badly you wouldn't believe it. I don't give a **** if some cunt on here tells me to pull myself together. I have other shit in my life that get's me down & breaks my heart too (just like everybody else), but I choose not to discuss it on here.
... from a Football perspective, this is as bad as it get's I honestly don't know how I'm gonna get this one out the system.
It'll be sitting there like a dead weight in the pit of my stomach for the foreseeable.

I ****ing thought we'd done it.